March 2010
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what time do you go to bed?
i wonder if you’re happy, what time you go to bed, i think about what the point of thinking about you is and why i can’t stop if i tried. did i just say i love you? did i just prove it? but nothing happened. a minute went by, i blinked, i swallowed, although i don’t remember doing these things i clearly remember being with you. does that mean you are more important then what...
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unfolding happiness
i wake up in a room i barely remember. i wake up on a couch with no name, no grudges, no history. Good morning sunshine. in the bathroom it all comes together, i put my face on in the mirror. clean myself real good, think about the life, before, all openings became almost closed. i might not be that pretty thing. find someone’s pack, take half. light up, then i get back to my excuses....
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Special
Are you special? Do you walk on wires, breath fire, perform life or death surgery? Maybe, someone out there does these things, so it’s possible, anything is possible, remember that. Let’s go, go, don’t stop, don’t look back, my hands not fast enough, everything covered in sap. Oh my god we’re startng something, no not we, just me, okay you don’t know what...
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lost in a daydream: This is love. →
kristenhasswagga: thelegionnight: allthis-beauty: universal-interconnectivity: jellybomb: kencamara: linhmonster: mp-photography: kleptic:
Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick , 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23. This picture was taken prior to their wedding January…
I am...
lovechills:
I am: Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High maintenance....
I am a morning person. I am a perfectionist. I am an only child. I am Catholic. I am currently in my PJs. I am currently pregnant. I am currently suffering from a broken heart. I am left handed. I am married. I am addicted to myspace. I’m shy around the opposite sex. I bite my nails. I currently regret something I have done. When I get mad I curse. I don’t like anyone. I enjoy country...
February 2010
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I wish I would
1. This is how it all started. Broken chords can sing a little. We don’t know what comes next. We don’t know what for at all okay? I kept the photographs. So come on home and I’ll let you sleep inside my bed, protect you from all the monsters in your head. This is learning how to say hello and goodbye at the same time. This is just another shaky attempt at love. I set sail, I...
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Alice in Waterland (I saw these a while ago and... →
eyeslikewindows:
(via miles-to-go)
Amazing.
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“I had a boyfriend who told me I’d never succeed, never be nominated for a...”
– Lady Gaga
(via)
(via allisonweiss)
(via windowwaves)
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Keelan;: I'm going to be one of THOSE people. →
Being a music producer is going to take up all of my time. Literally. The course alone in college requires absolutely no less than a B. Making records takes long days, often in a different state (or in BFMV’s case, country).
I’m going to have no life outside of work. I know I’m not. I’m…
Boo and I will be your managers and whatnot.
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To realize..
To realize the value of a sister: Ask someone who doesn’t have one. To realize the value of ten years: Ask a newly divorced couple. To realize the value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize the value of one year: Ask a student who has failed a final exam. To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize the value of one month: Ask a...
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at the end of the day, you can either focus on what’s tearing you apart, or what’s holding you together. because going to sleep unhappy, won’t make tomorrow a better day. and pretending like everything is okay when it’s not, won’t make everything you’re feeling go away. the truth hurts, lies are told, and hearts get broken, but at the end of the day all you have...
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mention love and suddenly everything starts thinking, really thinking, about who they are, what they are, and how they are, it’s like love is a force that defines us, constructs the sinsides of our bodies, it is the bones and muscle and tissue and maybe love isn’t an emotion, or a product of the media or a chemical in our bodies, but an anima instinct, a motivation, and i don’t...
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And he’s like, ‘Mind your own business asshole.’ So I reach over the seat, I want to punch him in the face, but at that moment I see my WWJD braclet: what would Jesus do? So I lit him on fire and sent him to Hell.
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greyghost
No one ever won got it all on my tongue telephone pole cracking somewhere beneath air conditioning I catch my breath with Honda civics and Pear Trees Center Justins smile cracking Again then again Hello. My broken teeth my broken heart looking to come off my self window stay still - disguise got you all fooled, little grey ghost.
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i don’t meet people i befriend very often, or i don’t befriend people i meet very often, i say hi, i promise things, but friendship scares me and i remain the stranger i was before we met. but sometimes, sometimes i meet someone, someone who does more to me than scaring me. sometimes i meet someone who frightens me, thrills me, excites me, terrifies me, someone who i fear losing if i...
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i feel too much. that’s what’s going on. do you think one can feel too much? or just feel in the wrong ways? my insides don’t match up with my outsides. do anyone’s insides and outsides match up? i don’t know. i’m only me. maybe that’s what a person’s personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.
January 2010
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Punctuation in IMs.
seeingyouseeingme:
serpentsbeneaththeirhoods:
flintlockwood:
hey
Acceptable
hey.
Why you serious?
hey…
Oh shit. What’s wrong?
hey..
Wait. What? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME WITH THOSE TWO DOTS?
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Hi. I hope your day is going okay. There’s always tomorrow if it isn’t. Or yesterday. But maybe yesterday wasn’t so great, either. I’m sorry.
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Just for you.
You may think this paragraph is intended for some one else. But it isn’t. It is really meant for you who are at this instant reading it. What we now ask you is, Why don’t you do something about it? It has troubled you so long one would think you might take the time to sit down calmly and decide once for all what is best to do. At bottom, you know, the whole difficulty lies with...
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Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.
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ever wonder why russians can be spotted a mile...
alleekay:
1. Vodka. That’s right. Vodka. 2. Have a flash mp3 player. Preferably iRiver. iPod mini works too. 3. Make sure that said flash mp3 player contains nothing but Eminem, Metallica and techno. Lots and lots of techno. 4. Either that, or you must LOVE Queensryche and/or Dream Theater. 5. Wear Armani Exchange. This is non-negotiable. 6. Or FCUK. 7. Or DKNY. Actually, anything that you don’t...
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there’s some things i’ll never understand. i’ll never understand the goosebumps i get when first stepping into hot water. i’ll never understand the dreams i have with strangers in them, people i’ve never met or seen. i’ll never understand why someone can keep going back to what hurt them. but what i do understand is that once we understand everything the world...
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you are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. pale white like the skin stretched over your bones. spring keeps you ever so close, you are second hand smoke. you are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins, holding onto yourself the best you can. you are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
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there are some feelings that fill you up that dig their roots into your skin and never let go they swell and blow you over like wind and waves
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to love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it and everything you’ve held dear crumbles like burnt paper in your hands, your throat filled with the silt of it. when grief sits with you, its tropical heat thickening the air, heavy as water more fit for gills than lungs; when grief weights you like your own flesh only more of it, an obesity of grief, you think, How can a body...
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“Have you considered taking your own life?” Yes. “Have you considered hurting others?” No, I would never hurt anybody else. “Have you considered that taking your own life is the same as hurting others?”
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Spin the wheel
You can lean on my shoulder if you want. I got my shoes all double knot. The taste of leather like tongue against teeth, a shoot em-up. How quickly you can get your clothes off when you really want to. If I want you / love you more does that mean I should want worse and worse like spin the wheel, Double Jeopardy, the first time I saw you all lemonaid stands run by kids in the summer and before...
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where did you go?
Where did you go? What did you see? Did it mean more or less than it did before? Did you get what you wanted? Did it even make a difference? Were there star filled eyes or any after dinner mints and toothpicks? Did everyone forget about you? Did it all add up to something big or just little victories scattered into the ocean, nothing much but enough. Will you find me again? What if it was just...
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December 2009
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Kelly's status on Facebook.
Kelly: ultrasound tomorrow! 3 cheers for leiderhoshen/mittleschmerzen or whatever it's called that I have.
Steph: oh so that's why! when i got your txt of ultrasound i thought you were preggers
Alec: kellys pregger o snap i best not be the baby's daddy...again
Olivia: aw kelly good luck!
Kelly: there are no buns in this oven people. thanks liv
She has to be one of the funnest people I know.