what time do you go to bed?
i wonder if you’re happy, what time you go to bed,
i think about what the point of thinking about you is
and why i can’t stop if i tried.
did i just say i love you? did i just prove it?
but nothing happened. a minute went by, i blinked,
i swallowed, although i don’t remember doing these things
i clearly remember being with you.
does that mean you are more important then what i’m doing now?
pathetic, people look at me like MOVING ON IS A CHOICE.
not for me. stop feeling sorry for yourself.
i’m not sorry for anyone.
these are the conversations you have
with yourself.
eating dinner alone at the kitchen table
it’s a special kind of lonliness
raw and unfiltered - organic NOT FROM CONCENTRATE.
you’re thousands of miles away but all i can hear is you
it makes eating and swallowing very difficult.
unfolding happiness
i wake up in a room i barely remember.
i wake up on a couch with no name, no grudges, no history.
Good morning sunshine.
in the bathroom it all comes together,
i put my face on in the mirror.
clean myself real good, think about the life,
before,
all openings became almost closed.
i might not be that pretty thing.
find someone’s pack, take half.
light up, then i get back to my excuses.
it’s the shot of expresson in your coffee. it’s the nicotine.
it’s the game where it’s one week a year to feel complete.
it’s the backseat.
it’s March. it’s the park.
it’s driving all the way home just to be alone.
it’s getting colder. it’s getting older. it’s getting bolder.
it’s finishing on your face. it’s trying to be a better person.
it’s taking your shot. it’s losing the weight.
it’s hating yourself. it’s loving yourself even more.
it’s waiting for the clock to wind itself.
it’s missing. it’s winning. it’s all the same.
it’s trying to get clean. it’s being mean.
it’s luck.
i have got nothing to lose.
so yes, i am always down.
i am most likely not what you want,
but i am for certain what you can not have.
i am not close to anything good no more
and i am not so sorry.
all of the over or under dresses stars,
sharing sips and the tastiest spit.
chances are i know who you are.
the milky weight of unfolding happiness every once in a while.
global warming,
bring it on.
Special
Are you special? Do you walk on wires, breath fire,
perform life or death surgery? Maybe, someone out
there does these things, so it’s possible,
anything is possible, remember that.
Let’s go, go, don’t stop, don’t look back,
my hands not fast enough, everything covered in sap.
Oh my god we’re startng something, no not we, just me,
okay you don’t know what it’s like to have to write like this.
Screaming, silent, screaming silent. Motherfucker bring me
all the pink, all the cupcales, all the yellow dresses,
no more fires, no more setting myself to flames, no more DVDs.
Yes, this is it. Come on.
The trees, look there are trees and clouds too.
We will get to that in a minute don’t try to take it all in at once,
make this last.
This is not for fun.
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Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick , 21 yrs old.
Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23.
This picture was taken prior to their wedding January…
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I am…
I am:
Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless.I have:
Brown hair. Blue eyes. Pale skin. Brown eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails. Curves. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Dark skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Red hair. Short legs. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. A small waist. Piercings. Tattoos. Big ears. Short hair.I love:
Babies. Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention. The beach. Chocolate. Music. Hats. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet’s thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts.
I would love to be a:
Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer’s wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager.
I like to eat:
Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I’m bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I’m hungry. Toast. Beef. Breakfast. Pizza.
I dislike:
Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. School. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks.
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I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to myspace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.
I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy country music. (depends)
I enjoy Jazz. (depends)
I have a car.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 cds. (maybe? not sure)
I own over 100 dvds.
I own & use a library card.
I practice a religon that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I was born in a country other than the US.
I watch Soap Operas on a regular basis.
I will try anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarves from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I’ve watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I. Music (BOLD THE ONES IN YOUR ITUNES / IPOD)
Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. FooFighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. The Fray. The Wreckers. Keith Urban. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Tracy Chapman. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Howie Day. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Keith Anderson. Taylor Swift. Blake Shelton. P Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ John. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. TI. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Tenacious D. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Something Corporate. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Jurassic 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Al Green, Anita Baker, Minnie Ripperton, Teena Marie, Prince, Tevin Campbell, The Stylistics, Bloodstone, Girls’ Generation, 2NE1, Brown Eyed Girls, BoA, Nakashima Mika, Crystal Kay, TVXQ, Namie Amuro, Angela Aki, Koda Kumi,Arashi, Yamazaki Masayoshi, The Seatbelts, Yoko Kanno, MC5, Ted Nudgent, The Runaways, Twisted Sister, Warrant, Guns ‘N’ Roses, Rollins Band, Stone Temple Pilots, Buckcherry, N.W.A., Britney Spears, Spice Girls, The Gossip, Lady GaGa, The Moldy Peaches, Macy Gray, Mandy Moore, Plain White T’s, Vampire Weekend, Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones, Angels & Airwaves, The Beastie Boys, Black Eyed Peas, Boys Like Girls, Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez,Cobra Starship, The Cure, Death Cab for Cutie, Deftones, Team Sleep, Filter, Goo Goo Dolls, Honor Society, Katy Perry, Mika, Justin Bieber.
II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. III.
TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)
ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Ace of Cakes. Moonlight. Supernatural. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Whose Line is it Anyway? Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager.
I wish I would
1. This is how it all started.
Broken chords can sing a little.
We don’t know what comes next.
We don’t know what for at all okay?
I kept the photographs.
So come on home and I’ll let you sleep
inside my bed, protect you from all the
monsters in your head.
This is learning how to say hello and goodbye
at the same time.
This is just another shaky attempt at love.
I set sail, I wish I would.
I am only writing words for people that are
afraid to get out of bed.
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